The Magdalene Papers

 

Given to Karen Lynn Sterkin April 2004

 

 

 

 

©2006 by Karen Lynn Sterkin


Miriam of Magdala dictated this paper to me on April 13, 2004. I was conscious of a sweetness in my heart and a peace in my space with a lovely fragrance. Two weeks later I was rear-ended on the S.F. Bay Bridge and the auto accident caused a back injury. In June 2006 during both Bhau Kalchuri's visit to the Bay Area and Ammachi's summer Bay Area retreat, Miriam's paper fell out of my file cabinet. I read it and was astounded at the contents. I had absolutely no recollection of the paper (given two years ago). I did however feel an urgency from Spirit to publish it.


Table of Contents

1 ‑ Breaking the Barriers to Earth’s Ascension. 1

2 ‑ Miriam, Lady Nada, Madeleine, Mary Magdalene. 6

3 ‑ Know Who You Are. 7

4 ‑ Archetypes. 9

     The Divine Mother 9

     Other Female Archetypes. 10

5 ‑ Beauty, Youth, Form, Money, and Family. 11

6 ‑ Women are Not Equal ‑ they are Superior 15

7 ‑ Women have allowed Abuse due to Guilt & Shame. 19

8 ‑ Empowerment means Responsibility. 21

     Time to take back Your Power & Grow Up. 21

9 ‑ Artistic Women ‑ The Woman Artist 24

10 ‑ Who Controls the Money on Your Planet?. 26

11 ‑ Freedom.. 29

12 ‑ Women and the New Earth. 30

References. 31

     Classroom of the New Energy. 31

     Law of Attraction. 31

     Mary Magdalene. 31

     Female Archetypes. 32

 


1 ‑ Breaking the Barriers to Earth’s Ascension

Dear Ones,

 

There are two main streams of Old Energy thought forms that are holding back the consciousness of humanity. One pertains to the religions.The other is the inferior position of women. This paper addresses the deep concern Spirit and those of us on this side of the Veil hope you can resolve on your planet SOON pertaining to the raising of the consciousness of the feminine.

For ages women on earth have lived as slaves, abused, tortured, betrayed by fathers, brothers, lovers, friends, and most painfully by mothers, sisters, and other women in bondage. If there is to be a future for Old Earth ‑ the physical planet you inhabit now ‑ this must end now. Especially the betrayal of one woman to another must end now. Mothers and daughters, sisters fighting over resources, and betrayal of youth for older women are now the norm. These feminine issues that were addressed politically in the 1960s mostly served to enslave women even further. Western women, especially in America and Canada, suffer the most from this enslavement because it is not as obvious as the abuses in less technologically developed countries. Western women, and by this I mean mostly white women, suffer from very low self-esteem. Even the most beautiful (like Princess Diana), successful, talented, charming cannot win in this current anti-female pervasive planetary consciousness.

I am channeling through one named Karen Lynn Sterkin. Karen has been sacrificed screaming for her lost youth and talents by her parents and her society. Karen has multiple skills and talents that in a man in her society would lead her to great wealth, riches, and fame. Instead of acclaim and appreciation, Karen lives in a place she hates, works at a job that uses minimal skills of her talents, and has no husband, no friends, no children, no relationships with her sister and mother, and is considered by those around her a "loser." Karen herself has incorporated this low self-esteem into her being to the point where she does not have any faith in herself to perform as a singer and songwriter. Karen has grown into middle age, trying to keep her youth, in hopes of a husband and lover, one who has not manifested in her life. Is Karen an oddity in this society? No. Karen only feels she is alone because this is what the social structure does to women.

At Karen’s office, the women betray each other over "little grievances" like hours, vacation and sick leave, tardiness, lunch hours, mistakes on the papers in the office, and other catty backbiting and devastatingly demoralizing behaviors. Karen has tried to befriend the women in her office and to share her "consciousness raising adventures" to no avail.

Women are taught to catch a man, be beautiful but not too smart, and are left without any resources when youth and beauty have long passed them by. What Karen does not know is how much the married women also suffer in stifling marriages, especially after the children are grown up, with men these women have long ago no longer wanted to sleep with, talk to, or be with, but must keep together for financial reasons.

Karen feels money would solve her problems, allow her to quit a job she hates, move into a home by the sea with a garden, have her dreams come true to fulfill her music expression and publish her poetry. More free time for spiritual pursuits and her music. But what Karen does not know is that there is absolutely no place on your planet for women to do this at all even with money. Yes, Karen does not believe me, but that is the truth. The consciousness of your planet will not now allow this artistic woman dream fulfillment. At best a few women are singled out mostly by the spiritual or religious leaders to showcase their talents but the majority of talented women artists live lives like Karen. Karen has singer friends who struggle to make a living in their art who are vastly more talented than the few women chosen by destiny or convenience for this showcasing.

But now here is the reason. There are a very few strong, wealthy, extremely hard-ego’s gathered in old families that control the entire financial system on your planet. They have a stake in keeping things the way they are, maintaining the status quo. The religious and spiritual leaders (yes even Shri Shri Ravi Shankar, Founder of The Art of Living) cannot survive without their good-will and it is death to any movement that opposes them. They do not want women, especially American women, liberated, elevated, able to express their art, free in any way. Why?

Because the entire American economy runs on its women as slaves: in the kitchen, housecleaning, raising the kids, carpooling, running the schools, menial jobs at the blue collar and white collar desks, office jobs, clerical jobs, the most, absolutely the most menial, low-paid jobs are women. Affirmative Action programs have helped women of color but not white women. White women may come from a higher class at birth, but if they don’t marry in their own class, they end up like Karen, living way below the poverty line. Karen was born in an upper middle class family and is college educated, but she lives below the lowest poverty line in America.

The mogul families who control your financial institutions are very few in number. They can be easily exposed and made public ‑ we intend this ‑ with your cooperation. The Illuminati[1] are a few very rich families who can easily now be exposed with your Internet and global news talk shows.

If the women in America, like Karen, came to know how much they have been deliberately betrayed, en masse, and unified together against these powerful families, these mogul empires would first become visible, and then be toppled. That is the purpose of these papers. Because these empire families are seriously dangerous for your planet and holding back your consciousness.

The years of the New Energy Celebration 2007 to 2012 will come anyway, but without this elevation of consciousness on your planet, there is no guarantee that the earth will maintain your current population. It is quite possible that over three-quarters of the current earth population will die to keep the balance of this planet.

Karen wants to know if she should move to avoid death of her body. She wants to stay around for the party. Don’t worry dear; you will be spirited away to your safe haven by the sea.

Gaia is slowly leaving and some of you with the consciousness of Ascension will be able to take over her responsibilities, but not enough of you will be able to sustain the balance unless this change in the female consciousness of the masses takes place SOON.

The purpose of this book is to expose these families, to expose the reasons (almost always economic) that women betray each other, and to further the consciousness of female children in your schools.

I am not leaving out the men, those of you in male form, will benefit as well. But since you are in a favored position, you do not realize how much damage the status quo is inflicting upon men as well. Most men kill their feminine side to make it in this patriarchy. Alcoholism, drugs, violence, abuse, and some homosexuality are directly caused by men having to castrate their own femininity. This in particular caused the Nazi horror of World War II, the part that was not obviously karmic. But that is a topic for another paper. The emotional damage caused to men by squelching their feminine side is also a topic for another paper.

Even if a girl child, for example a Crystal[2], takes birth with an enlightened being for a mother, she still faces an antiquated school system that inflicts low self-esteem abuses on this girl to make her conform to their gender specific expectations.

Where is the hope then for the future of your planet with these barriers? It is in women like Karen who have ascended and who are "willing to keep company with the Crystals " for laughter, teaching, mutual sharing, and strength in numbers. This paper addresses how we (here in Spirit) plan to implement this for your planet.

 


2 ‑ Miriam, Lady Nada, Madeleine, Mary Magdalene

I am Madeleine, known also as Miriam and Nada, the one called Mary Magdalene in the Christian tradition. I walked with Jesus, talked with Him, loved Him, and followed Him. I was His Chief Woman Disciple. I was neither a prostitute nor a witch. I was a beautiful, single woman from a prominent family that had turned their backs on me because I wanted to follow Jesus. We called him Yeshua and I was called Miriam. I was shunned by my family, had no more friends, had no money, and no job. The women in those days had no recourse (outside of prostitution) to earn a living. Jesus did not take me from a life of prostitution. Jesus prevented me from living a life of prostitution, took me as His apostle, fed me, clothed me, allowed me to live secluded with the women of His family, and took care of my physical, emotional, and spiritual needs. Jesus was my father, my mother, my sister, my brother, my friend, my beloved, my Master and Teacher, my way and my life.

Do you know that when Jesus was taken down from the Cross, none of the apostles had the courage to go? Just Jesus' mother (Mary) and I Miriam (Mary Magdalene) and the other few women (Martha) stood by there. The male apostles did not have the COURAGE that the women had to stand by the Lord.

Jesus appeared first to me, Miriam, during the Resurrection. Now look at what distortions are in the Christian Bible about me in the name of Mary Magdalene. I was called a prostitute and a witch. I was NEITHER! Lady Nada, Mary Magdalene, Miriam was Jesus’ counterpart in that age. As Radha was to Krishna, Sita to Ram, Mehera was to Meher Baba, so Miriam of Magdala was to Yeshua ben Yoseph, I was to Jesus and played that role. I am still available to women who call on me for help in the difficult "letting go" to RELEASE this old conditioning that no longer serves us.


3 ‑ Know Who You Are

Dear Ones,

You, who are reading this paper of mine, ask yourself this question. Who am I? Do you know who you are?

There are so many spiritual paths on your earth now. When I walked the Earth with Jesus, we had our Essenes, similar to a modern day Sufi Order or Ashram. We had our herbs and natural remedies too. Today you have multi-cultural gurus, Buddhists, mystical Christian groups, yoga, so many types of meditation, women teachers calling themselves aspects of the Divine Mother, Vedanta (from Hinduism) and Sufism (from Moslem) masters, Sikh and Bahai, Jewish mystical sects, American Indian spiritual tradition, and the New Age feminine and pagan groups. You can find a New Age publication in any city where you can find a talk from a local or traveling guru, take a yoga class, study meditation techniques, read archangel and channel websites, study these many paths to the Divine.

Some of you spend half your lives arguing whose guru or path is the best. Others spend time searching the many offered spiritual paths like a banquet with many dishes to taste. Some of you throw your own divinity out onto another in a projection because you cannot yet own your own divinity. Until you have ascended, like Karen, this is appropriate.

But eventually you must grow up and know who are, that you are not separate from God. If God is OUTSIDE of you then who must you be? God must be ALL ENCOMPASSING ‑ BOTH inside and outside of you ‑ if indeed such a being is God. If you are separate from any God-being, then how can that being be God and who then are YOU?

Dear Ones, all of these paths are sacred if they teach you that YOU ARE GOD ALSO. If the guru or path shows you that the Divine is WITHIN you, as well as all around you, that you are not ever separate from God, then that is "beneficial."

I Miriam, known by your Christian culture as Mary Magdalene, wish to pay homage to the great teachers on our side of the Veil at this time. I wish to refer you dear ones to these as reference material at the end of this paper. [3] . I intend to keep the focus of this book on raising the consciousness of the women on your planet who are ready to ascend and who have already ascended.

Ascension means your ego death has occurred but you have remained in your physical body. There are varying degrees of ego-death, but essentially, those who have ascended have some personal experience of "talking with Spirit, to the Higher Self, to God" and have learned to follow this guidance with full commitment.

 


4 ‑ Archetypes

 

Your collective unconscious has created feminine archetypes in many cultures to represent the Truth of your own past power when you were not allowing the masculine to dominate and control you. Yes it is you who have allowed this horror and nightmare of feminine subjugation and slavery. You cannot blame it on men, for they only take advantage, as would you or anyone else, who has self-esteem and ambition. Once you become empowered first by loving yourself, then by loving others, then will you be able not only to take back your power, but also to influence, teach, and yes lead the men to prosperity and peace.

 

To understand your own inner beings, how vast you are, this chapter covers the feminine archetypes most prominent in your culture since women abdicated their own power.

The Divine Mother

In the Hindu tradition there are four aspects of the Divine Mother. Vishnu’s counterpart Parvati is also called Gauri, the sustaining nurturing Mother Nature loving aspect of the Divine Mother. Brahma’s counterpart of the Divine Mother is the creative aspect of knowledge, culture, art, and music ‑ Saraswati. Kali and Durga are paired with Shiva, the aspect of the Divine that initiates transformation in physical form and consciousness. Lakshmi is the Goddess of Abundance and Wealth. She is often paired with Lord Ganesh who represents the Avataric descent of God into man form. The God incarnate soul is also called the God-Man, Avatar, Christ, Messiah, Prophet, Rasool, Buddha, Adam. In this Age, there have been these major incarnations of the Avatar: Zarathustra, Ram, Krishna, Buddha, Jesus, Mohammed, and Meher Baba. As Meher Baba wrote in The Discourses, God Speaks, and other of His books, the five God-realized Perfect Masters bring down the Avatar when creation requires an Avataric Advent. There are always five Perfect Masters on earth at all times and they are the head of the spiritual hierarchy on earth. I refer you again, dear ones, to the Reference Section of this book for further information about the distinction between Avatars, Perfect Masters, and other spiritual teachers and gurus.

The Divine Mother represents HOME ‑ the ORIGINAL ONENESS of ALL THAT IS and embodies ONENESS, WHOLENESS, and unconditional LOVE. Finance, home, children, the military, music, art, learning, schools, education, all that nurtures angels in form on your planet are under the direct supervision of the Divine Mother’s aspects.

Other Female Archetypes

Athena, Goddess of Wisdom, and Artemis, Goddess of the Hunt, later called Diana, represent the same aspects of the Divine Mother but through the collective unconscious of the experience of women incarnating in the West. Juno/Hera the possessive wife of Zeus/Jupiter is another Western archetype but not of the Divine Mother.

 

The Egyptian Goddess Isis (later called Persephene by the Greeks) and Kwan Yin are both Divine Mother aspects representing rebirth, rejuvenation and compassion. Kwan Yin pre-dates them all and is most like Parvati in the Hindu tradition.

 

Aphrodite (Venus) and some of the later Egyptian goddesses begin a turning away from the power of the feminine to create and imagine the world in beauty, peace, splendor, wealth, and joy. With Aphrodite, the feminine is subjugated, abducted (like Diana and Psyche) put on a pedestal of beauty, youth, sexuality, worshipped in form without substance. It is the beginning of the female repression, by the cult of youth, slimness, and procreation of the species through marriage.


5 ‑ Beauty, Youth, Form, Money, and Family

 

In youth, Karen believed she was just not "pretty enough" or "popular enough" to attract the "right mate". So she ’gave up’ and spent her youth reading spiritual books (mostly Meher Baba’s) and studying music her passion. During Karen’s awakening (called Ascension by the Crimson Circle angels and Involution by Meher Baba) it occurred to her that something was out of balance on earth with women on the planet when both Princess Diana and Mother Teresa of Calcutta died.

Princess Diana was the fairy tale ideal of every white girl on earth ‑ she had the beauty, grace, clothes, generosity, humor and she got the Prince, the babies, the fame, the "success story" for the myth of happily ever after with the Prince. The picture of Diana sitting alone in front of the Taj Mahal in India tells the truth. This spectacularly beautiful, sweet, generous humorous delightful angel could not win the game on your planet because there was no place on earth for her work in female form to manifest. Princess Diana wanted to help the children who were victims of land mines and to stop the wars. She almost brought down the British throne with her exposures.

So Karen awoke to the reality that this feminine imbalance is "not just about me", my physical appearance, my talents, or my mother’s conditioning. Mother Teresa of Calcutta essentially held the same Mission as the playgirl Princess Diana but with a religious costume. The little nun in the streets of Calcutta hugging the dead and dying ‑ setting up the hospices with her novitiates seems very far from the outer form of Princess Diana ‑ but from our side of the veil their MISSIONS were the same. Neither could continue their work because of this mistrust, hatred, and disrespect of the feminine on your planet.

 

It is time that men take on this responsibility now too. There was once a time when men were the sexual objects of beauty, when men were bought as sex slaves for their youth, and men tended the family household chores. The myth that women are better nurturers is obviously elusive taking into account reincarnation and variants in personalities beyond gender.

 

The myth of youth in your culture is propagated not by the need to make more babies, for there are enough babies, and most are unwanted and uncared for on Earth.We don’t want Crystals[4] born to parents who don’t want them, to school systems that don’t serve them, and to churches that try to rule them.The Myth of Youth is aimed at women (not men) to keep them in their place, to rob them of their self-esteem, to rob them of the enjoyment of their youth.

 

Everything you have experienced, Karen, in your life, this has been done on purpose in your culture. It is not an accident. You have doubts. It is not possible to control 60% of the population with less than 0.1% of the population without tying the baby elephant’s leg to make it a slave in its adulthood. It is called conditioning and it is a soft sell. Most of Madison Avenue runs on it. Even the gay movement has been dictated this youth culture. Do you not see that if you and all human angels if you had self-worth, strong sense of self, no shame about your bodies, or their aging, no thoughts about your physical appearance holding you back, that nobody could control you?

 

Without marriage the female is free if she has abundance and can create whatever she wants in her world. With marriage, the feminine world shatters into a prison, a soft sell, a duality where the male is master and the female slave. Regardless of the economic class, the female all over the world is enslaved by marriage. Marriage is sustained by myth, fairy tales, the need for security, psychological bankruptcy of the feminine psyche, and economic sustenance. Procreation of children does not require marriage. When children are wanted, and a female and male love each other, the marriage ceremony, the contract is not required.

 

In India, the dowry has made a mockery of marriage and marriage brokers are a booming business. All women want to get married simply because it is easier to survive if you are a married woman ‑ if indeed married to a working man, or a man with money. Since most men, even the least educated from the lower economic classes, have property, land, money, or jobs, naturally women compete to get married for a meal ticket. If the karma is good, the couple may experience mutual love, joy, tenderness, and what is termed a happy marriage. But always the female sacrifices her integrity, spiritual freedom, sense of Self, and her power for this protection. It is a myth because no man can give any woman protection. The only protection available to women is from Spirit. Because Spirit empowers and embodies women directly through form, the Divine Mother aspects are available to ALL women potentially ‑ when they awaken spiritually. Yes it is a long sleep, until Ascension, but when women awaken spiritually, all the aspects of the Divine Mother, held in the subconscious or unconsciousness for eons, become available to that awakened soul in female form. That is the reason why I am addressing those women who are ready to ascend or who have already ascended in female form. In Meher Baba’s language, Ascension is termed Involution, the Spiritual Path. It does not matter whether the ascended female is gay or heterosexual. The fact that she is in a female body and has ascended (or is about to ascend) opens the door to the Divine Mother and all her aspects. This power is available to all of these women, you dear ones, NOW.

 

If your planet is to survive, and by that I mean, the vast populations on Earth now, then the female human beings who are ready to ascend and who have already ascended, must come to the fore, become public leaders, drop their inferiority complexes, doubts, and low self-esteem to save the rest of the human beings now incarnate on Earth. By save I mean raise the awareness, awaken the consciousness to the Truth. The Truth is dear ones that women are not equal to men, women are superior to men.


6 ‑ Women are Not Equal to Men ‑ they are Superior

 

Most boys grow up knowing this truth. Girls too learn this truth, until somewhere in early teens, when girls begin to observe the social system that makes girls "second class citizens".

 

I must insert a note here about Reincarnation. The Council of Nicea tossed the doctrine of Reincarnation out of the current Christian Bible which is the reason it is not part of Christianity as it is in the Hindu religion. Nevertheless, Master Jesus taught reincarnation to the disciples and close ones who were ready to understand this phenomenon of the soul’s human journey. Obviously your soul on this journey takes many births and in some lifetimes you take a female body and in others you take a male form. The lessons in female and male incarnations differ and complement each other. People marry each other in many different incarnations together, often trading roles as husband and wife.

 

Just as the lynch mob hanging the black man in the American South seem obviously evil. Reincarnation reveals that this same black man was the cruel white slave owner in a previous incarnation, while the men comprising this "white trash lynch mob" were the very same black slaves to whom he had exerted cruelties. Thus, the law of karma is absolute and often this holds true with difficult male and female relationships that foster abuses. The pimp was the prostitute; the cruel husband was formerly the beaten wife, etc. Trading lifetimes of these lessons often the souls become enmeshed in extremely difficult karma.

 

So I am not addressing the superiority of any one individual soul over another, because that is not the Truth of ONENESS. I am addressing the unique superiority of the female FORM that incarnation in the female FORM. Your SOUL is neither male nor female. Your SOUL is ONE not just a part of one duality or the other. Male or female form is DUALITY and the soul is ONENESS. When a man and woman fall in LOVE, they crave this ONENESS. The separation of their forms by the GENDER of their physical bodies ‑ that split into male and female ‑ causes this yearning for ONENESS. To compensate for this " incompleteness" in duality ‑ this separation state ‑ men and women seek each other to complement the "lack" within their own forms. Up to this point in your history, men and women subjugate each other out of need and lack into binding relationships. And all of this is due to the lack felt by each gender for the other.

 

The female gender in form ‑ the female incarnation ‑ is superior to the male because the female form and consciousness is closest to the Divine Mother aspects. God is neither male nor female. Mother/Father God is all encompassing. God is not an ill tempered man on a throne, separate from you, judging and criticizing your behavior. God is more easily conveyed to the human MIND as a mother who has UNCONDITIONAL LOVE and NURTURING protective POWER for the beloved child. And most importantly God/Goddess/ Divine Mother/Father God is within each and every soul and everywhere else. There is nothing God is not. There is only ONE.

 

The female form also holds an awareness of the Divine Will, the Divine Plan, even if the woman’s mind cannot understand, articulate, has never been educated, is illiterate, uneducated, or even mentally retarded. Unless the female is mentally ill, emotionally disturbed or in some other way physically disabled to the point of dementia, the "street smarts" common sense of the feminine intuition is always superior to men, no matter how high the intelligence or how educated the man may be, even a Ph.D. professor.

 

Boys and men know this about the female. That is the reason they are puzzled when the feminine does not point out the way in relationships where love and trust exist. In most successful marriages, especially economically successful as well as emotionally successful, the man always asks his "better half" his wife for her opinion about a job move, or a new idea. He knows her thoughts are valuable. He values her intuitions. It is time now you dear ones, you women on earth, begin to value your own intuitions and your own opinions.

 

I want to add just a note about the modern educated woman, the intellectual woman, the modern political, doctor, and lawyer, women who hold educational and prominent positions. Because your culture is so skewed to male patriarchy linear thought processes, the education of women actually robs some women of their innate intelligence!

 

The unique aspect of being in female form that makes women’s "communion" with the Divine vastly different from men’s scholarly or meditative or austerities seem dry and without ras. Ras means juice ‑ juicy, sexy, romantic, exciting, and colorful. Ras is also a type of dance that the "gopis" did with Krishna. Krishna appears to EACH cowherd as if she is the only lover of the lord. That dear aspect of intimacy with the divine is a quality that women have whether prostitute, nun, laundry village servant, or queen.

 

And another most important point is that men can also have this inner communion and ras with the Lord of their own beings. But it is the good fortune of women that the female form has an "easier" inner path to Divine communion. But, men can also partake of their own inner communion with the God of their own beings.

 

The intellectual education and business labor movement of women in this Kali Yuga Age and culture has taken this masculine aspect and forced women to "give up" or put aside this "precious communion with the Inner Krishna" that has left political leaders, women like Barbara Boxer or Condaleessa Rice (in contrast to Marianne Williamson and Ammachi), abject without any real power or authority. The competing, criticizing, blaming, backbiting, etc. all that stuff women do out of "powerlessness" because they have forgotten that the source of Real Power is WITHIN.

 

That is the ego’s conditioning most women swallow without awakening to their Real Inner LOVE, JOY, and BEAUTY. My point here is that Power or High Status alone cannot awaken this inner communion. And you dear ones in female form would do well to recognize that you have a "leg up" on this internal Divine Communion. I want to empower you to become leaders and examples for those men in power who seek your Divine spiritual guidance.

 


7 ‑ Women have allowed Abuse due to Guilt & Shame

There was a time on this planet Earth when women ruled men, not men ruling women and other men. It was a complete Matriarchy, and men were by and large intimidated, controlled, and sometimes exploited by women. There are a few science fiction movies that portray this female dominance pretty accurately.

 

Tobias in the Crimson Circle comments (ref. www.crimsoncircle.com Channel Library, The Earth Series 1999-2000 and the Creator Series) that women hold inappropriate guilt and shame for creating too much in the times BEFORE Earth became inhabited by human beings. The Female in the Energy realm went nuts with abandon ‑ joyously creating more and more worlds. Helter-skelter this uncontrolled creation created a jam, and consciousness could not expand any further. Tobias also (www.crimsoncircle.com ) calls the Star Wars films your memories of that time when energies became so jammed before slowing down to take form. The need for taking form to slow down the process, to learn the lessons and experience life in a physical body, required a slow down in this creation process. Female consciousness holds a guilt and shame for this time before Earth was even formed. It is being released at night when you sleep, dear Ones, in service to you. It is not appropriate for the feminine to suffer subjugation, or to give away their power to men anymore.

 

Women are dominated by guilt, low self-esteem, and fear of their own power. I would like to refer to Ammachi’s speech about the Awakening of Universal Motherhood ([5]). Amma talks about the baby elephant tied to a tree unable to free itself from the rope. Then when it becomes a huge adult, still the elephant feels bound by that same rope. The elephant has the power to uproot the entire tree, let alone break the rope, but it has been conditioned since childhood to this bondage. Even though now the bondage is self-imposed, the elephant cannot know this until it has awakened. Unfortunately in your society, mothers inflict this guilt upon their daughters. The socialization process of women is done by women in childhood, the one who gives nurturance or death to the child, imposes her will upon the small girl child’s freedom. This is an absolute nightmare and Spirit wants to move the consciousness of humanity out of this Dark Ages caused by this female socialization process mostly executed in childhood by mothers to daughters.

 

Karen wants to share that her mother (at age 81) told Karen she did not feel worthy of taking good care of herself. Karen asked if this was caused by her guilt from not fulfilling her job of motherhood or from her own parents (Karen’s grandparents). Karen was shocked when her mother replied that this low self-esteem was her own conditioning received from Karen’s grandparents. Passing low self-esteem, especially in white women, from one generation to another, results in feelings of unworthiness, guilt, shame, and self-loathing. It also causes violence (abuse of women and children), denigration of one’s own being, and hatred of others. It passes this darkness from one generation to another. By contrast, women who are allowed to love themselves and who have received love and nurturing will not allow another to abuse them or their children. Women who are taught to love themselves will love others, especially their own children.

 

Now about women, how they betray each other, the horror of your mother and sister, your own life, the despair of one generation to another, passing on this conditioning. That must stop. How does this work? What happens to girls, even girls who become doctors and lawyers?

 


8 ‑ Empowerment means Responsibility

Time to take back Your Power & Grow Up

If you take a baby elephant and tie its leg (only one) to a post during its babyhood, when it becomes a huge adult, still only a small rope will bind that HUGE elephant to a post.  The adult elephant has the power to break that rope and even pull out the post.  But its conditioning allows "others" to rule and enslave its freedom.

 

Such is your ego "conditioning" especially women in this Kali Yuga age.  Women are taught self-loathing, taught to hate your bodies, taught that only girls under 30 are "beautiful" enough for love, taught that you are not "smart enough" or "too smart for love" etc.  All this stuff they shoved down girls and later now in the media, blasting every where - films, television, shopping mall ads, the religions also have this "conditioning for women". Why?

 

Why is it so important to condition 57% of the world's population into self-loathing? To control them -- like the mahouts control the elephant with only a small rope.

 

So why control women? For their "services", money, labor, intelligence, their ability to multi-task and their superior common sense intuition. Everything in your culture is essentially run by women. Most of the world’s grunt work on the ground is done by women: nurses, teachers, mothers, secretaries, clerks in the retail stores, cashiers at the markets, bank tellers, sex sellers, house cleaners, farm and fruit pickers, rice paddy workers, women in the fields, laundry women in villages and in Laundromats in the cities. This is not as evident in small villages but it is completely obvious in your so-called "developed" countries.

 

The entire American economy runs on its women as slaves: in the kitchen, housecleaning, raising the kids, carpooling, running the schools, menial jobs at the blue collar and white collar desks, office jobs, clerical jobs, hospitals, hospices, nursing homes, medical offices, the most, absolutely the most menial, low-paid jobs are mostly filled by women. Affirmative Action programs have helped women of color but not white women. White women may come from a higher economic class at birth, but if they don’t marry in their own class, they end up like Karen, living way below the poverty line. Karen was born in an upper middle class family and is college educated, but she lives below the lowest poverty line in America.

 

That is the ego’s conditioning most women swallow without awakening to their Real Inner LOVE, JOY, and BEAUTY. Power or High Status alone cannot awaken this inner communion.

 

Men also dominate women and want to control them for that unique aspect of being in female form that makes women’s "communion" with the Divine vastly different from men’s scholarly, meditative and other spiritual austerities seem dry and without ras.

 

"Ras" means juice ‑ juicy, sexy, romantic, exciting, colorful, and it is also a type of dance that the "gopis" did with Krishna. Krishna appears to EACH GOPI as if she is the only lover of the lord. That dear aspect of intimacy with the divine is a quality that women have whether prostitute, nun, laundry village servant, or queen.

 

Until women become "truly spiritual," break their own conditioning, and own their own divinity, women remain at the mercy of the conditioning of your planet’s mass consciousness. A woman is a Creator (as are all humans) and when she awakens she will not allow anyone to abuse her. An awakened woman just calls to the Divine Mother Durga/Kali to protect her and her children (family, friends, and nation). There are no "victims" ‑ women have unconsciously allowed ‑ in fact created de facto ‑ this abuse out of guilt, shame, and the poisonous conditioning from mass consciousness. So an attack whether physical violence, criticism, disrespect ‑ whatever is not peaceful, joyous or uplifting ‑ has essentially been unconsciously created or attracted by the feminine. Women who wake up know that NOBODY can rule them ‑ I am God/Goddess also and my children are God’s children.


9 ‑ Artistic Women ‑ The Woman Artist

You cannot create until you are free. That is why in your culture so few musicians, painters, filmmakers, song writers, sculptures, and writers are women. You also need money to create and free time. As previously stated few women on your planet have the free time and/or the wealth from Lakshmi ‑ the abundance and freedom to create.

Artistic women, like Karen, starve because they have no protection to master their art first in childhood; often artistic women are not capable of doing anything else for a living (except low paying jobs like laundry, babysitting, housecleaning or prostitution). Even the greatest artistic talents never get "showcased" properly anyway even if they do become Master Musicians or Master Actresses. Their energies are often spent in battles over money, backbiting, jealousy, stealing, copyright theft, criticism and other aspects of the dark side of the life of an artist on your planet without the protection of the Divine Mother Saraswati. Most truly great artists only want peace to weave their magic tunes or scripts or poems alone and don’t need more than their physical body needs. But we don’t see even that being "allowed" on earth for women artists!

Except for the Hollywood, Lollywood (Lahore), and Bollywood (Mumbai) movie actresses, most of whom are enslaved even more than the poor women who watch the films, there are very few artistic angels who can manifest in female form on your planet to express their art for the Divine. What I mean by enslaved is their consciousness is still in that self-loathing mode ‑ a beautiful actress at age 32 feels suicidal or panics because she cannot get parts anymore that require the body of a 15 year old female. Even if she is happily married unless her consciousness has "awakened" to the Divine Mother, few actresses ever can break out of the essentially patriarchic male dominated movie industry to express those stories and scripts that can UPLIFT the consciousness of the masses on earth. We would like to refer to Meher Baba’s talk about the movie industry as a method to raise consciousness given in the 1930s in Hollywood (need to ask Meher Baba librarians to find website - pamphlet reference).

 

Karen feels money would solve her problems, allow her to quit a job she hates, move into a home by the sea with a garden, have her dreams come true to fulfill her music expression and publish her poetry. More free time for spiritual pursuits and her music.  But what Karen does not know is that there is absolutely no place on your planet for women to do this at all even with money.

Yes, Karen does not believe me, but that is the truth. The consciousness of your planet will not now allow this artistic woman dream fulfillment. At best a few women are singled out mostly by the spiritual or religious leaders to showcase their talents but the majority of talented women artists live lives like Karen. Karen has singer friends who struggle to make a living in their art who are vastly more talented than the few women chosen by destiny, media need, greed, or convenience for this showcasing.

 


 

10 ‑ Who Controls the Money on Your Planet?

Now to the Illuminati ‑ the powerful few family dynasties who rule your corporate worlds, your higher education systems, your pharmaceutical industry, your oil, gas, and auto industries, the real estate development in large expensive cities, the mechanized agricultural industry, the travel industry, most of the stock market (pork bellies, sugar, gold, precious gems, wheat, corn) commodities . The Illuminati are worldwide ‑ Chinese, Japanese, Arabic, some Jews, Americans, Danes, a few Germans, mafia groups in Russia, the Eastern Block countries, a few in India, Italy, and Greece. There are none in Ireland (Karen’s thoughts asked this) in this century. They all know each other, they compete, and they cooperate when it is to their advantage. They herd the masses and manipulate the press. It is done deliberately. They play one off against the other. The lower classes in the Arabic world fight against the American working class. The lower and some lower middle class send their young people overseas to fight these military industrial conquests. They are religious wars incited by the Illuminati to control the masses in your country and in the rest of the world.

 

The Catholic Church, The Muslim religious leaders, the Hindu religious leaders, and the Eastern Orthodox churches control the masses with these religions. The priests, mullahs, sheiks, are directly controlled by the Illuminati with money.

Your internet is a great tool for exposure.

There are a very few strong, wealthy, extremely hard-ego’s gathered in old families that control the entire financial system on your planet. They have a stake in keeping things the way they are, maintaining the status quo. The religious and spiritual leaders (yes even Shri Shri Ravi Shankar, Founder of The Art of Living) cannot survive without their good-will and it is death to any movement that opposes them. They do not want women, especially American women, liberated, elevated, able to express their art, free in any way. Why?

 

Because the entire American economy runs on its women as slaves: in the kitchen, housecleaning, raising the kids, carpooling, running the schools, menial jobs at the blue collar and white collar desks, office jobs, clerical jobs, the most, absolutely the most menial, low-paid jobs are women. ffirmative Action programs have helped women of color but not white women. White women may come from a higher class at birth, but if they don’t marry in their own class, they end up like Karen, living way below the poverty line. Karen was born in an upper middle class family and is college educated, but she lives below the lowest poverty line in America.

 

The mogul families who control your financial institutions are very few in number. They can be easily exposed and made public ‑ we intend this ‑ with your cooperation. The Illuminati[6] are a few very rich families who can easily now be exposed with your Internet and global news talk shows.

 

If the women in America, like Karen, came to know how much they have been deliberately betrayed, en masse, and unified together against these powerful families, these mogul empires would first become visible, and then be toppled. That is the purpose of these papers. Because these empire families are seriously dangerous for your planet and holding back your consciousness.

 

The years of the New Energy Celebration 2007 to 2012 will come anyway, but without this elevation of consciousness on your planet, there is no guarantee that the earth will maintain your current population. It is quite possible that over three-quarters of the current earth population will die to keep the balance of this planet.

 


 

11 ‑ Freedom

Now let’s talk about women’s freedom. The real freedom for women is to choose how they want to live their lives, how they learn to think, how they feel about themselves, their freedom from low self-esteem, and self-loathing. The freedom from their early childhood conditioning is the most imperative for your planet. The freedom to create in the Divine Communion is the real freedom and hope for earth.

 

The Women’s Liberation movement was splintered into classes of women by economics, race, and homosexual/heterosexual identity issues. Ultimately, Women’s Liberation in the 1960s failed because it did not address the spiritual truth of the Divinity Within to empower women to love themselves as the Creator Goddesses they in truth embody. Had it done so, your planet would not be in the shape it is now. Women would have become the power to make the changes that now are paramount for your race’s survival.

 

Women will not have the power to break their childhood conditioning reinforced by your culture in the media, job arena, family life, and church/synagogue/mosque/temple and everywhere else into adulthood, until women accept, acknowledge, and KNOW they are Goddesses/God also. Know who you are dear ones, because You are God also.

 

Responsibility means the ability to respond. Respond to what? To the care of yourself, your home, this garden your earth, your dear ones, your immediate family, and your fellow family of beings. Freedom without responsibility soon becomes bondage. One must take responsibility for oneself, for one’s environment, to maintain one’s freedom.

 

 

12 ‑ Women and the New Earth

To come later from Miriam, Tobias, Kuthumi and St. Germaine (Adamus).

 


References

Amma’s Speech The Awakening of Universal Motherhood (www.amma.org )

Avatar Meher Baba websites and those books written by Meher Baba (not by a disciple): 
God Speaks, Infinite Intelligence, the Discourses, Beams, Sparks, The Everything and the Nothing, and Meher Baba’s talk given to the film industry in Los Angeles in the 1930s.

Classroom of the New Energy

The Crimson Circle Channel Library ‑ www.crimsoncircle.com

Midsummer New Energy Conference: Tobias July 14, 2006:  Talks about dei un gnost http://crimsoncircle.com/channel-MSNEC-2006.php

Material from Tobias, Kuthumi, St. Germaine (Adamus), Jesus, Mother Mary, and guests like Archangels Michael, Raphael, Metatron, Ramtha (Oamma), and a series of seven years (once a month) channels of Shaumbra worldwide.  We encourage those mothers and school teachers to read about the Crystal children websites after asking for guidance (to save time angels will guide you to the appropriate ones).

Law of Attraction

Abraham-Hicks:  Jerry & Esther Hicks channel Abraham ‑ www.abraham-hicks.com and their wonderful books Ask and It is Given and The Amazing Power of Deliberate Intent

Effortless Prosperity ‑ www.effortlessprosperity.com  Bijan’s channels from his guides.  Daily lessons and books, tapes on manifesting abundance in the New Energy. 

Mary Magdalene

Miriam has not told me which (if any) websites or books about her are "to be referenced"
    here in this paper. I have personally talked to and read the website from Rosamonde Miller at

http://www.gnosticsanctuary.org/faq_magdalene.html

Female Archetypes

There are many websites and books written about this topic and any of them that attract a woman can be trusted when she asks for guidance. 

 

 

 



[1] Illuminati are the few wealthy dynasties on earth who control the largest corporations and global banks. 

[2] Crystals are angelic beings who come in directly to human form without any previous karma
           or reincarnation baggage.

[3] For a complete list of websites, books, books on audio cassettes/CDs, please go to the Reference Section
          in the back of this book. 

[4] The Crystal Children ‑ see Crimson Circle website and other Archangel websites about these
           special angelic beings coming to earth. 

[5] Awakening of Universal Motherhood by Ammachi (www.amma.org ) in the speeches
            available from the Amma bookstore. 

[6] Illuminati are the few wealthy dynasties on earth who control the largest corporations and banks.